Wednesday, February 3, 2010

get it? got me? I doubt it....






I need serious help. It's like you can taste it but not swallow it. So you're getting the good part which is the one you taste and the rest you can't have which may be good... maybe. Settled yet not so settled. It's like you see the other side where the grass is wayyyy greener because its in your back yard behind the fence. So at a certain time you go and peak out at it just to get a smile then walk away still smiling but that eventually fades until the next day. You know its there, but for how long you don't and that makes this face -> :/. You on the other side got the front yard which also makes you smile only when the weather is good or when it cares too. So you walk out to the front yard because the fence isn't in your way. What ever is meant to be will be tho whether you like it or not. You once lived on that greener sunny side but didn't realize how good it was and just lived in it's vibes and many moments, good moments at that no awesome ones. I've learned tho, that without the bad you would have no idea how to appreciate the good. So as the good is around I make sure to smile even if its just for a minute or two. Here's what you do tho or what you gotta do. You gotta learn to realize that you can't control everything and be okay with that. You gotta love what you got good or bad. You gotta fight and not flight. Be happy for you and your own mind not for anything or anyone. Do what you gotta do to survive and have that comfortable feeling in you. Nothing bad or good last forever, so know that whatever it is you will get through it. There's sh-t way bigger and way more crazier than any of us that goes on daily in this lost world that we can't see and that alone should drive us off a bridge but where still here doing better than many on the other side. get it? got me? I doubt it....

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