Restylish

I've entered my 2nd decade and still haven't achieved my goals
I take baby steps forward that lead to large leaps back
I'm right where I started, just older
In attack mode cause I have wounds that are still open
But when it comes to expressing me its like my mouth is sealed
I haven't healed
What am I to do
When I don’t know what it is I want
I'm in doubt of my own outcome
I live for today
Fear tomorrow
Have regrets of yesterday
my mental is so unstable
my heart disabled.
This makes no sense...
but hey...
It's venting!